Once we were CAT & DOG!!!!

2day was a hard yet a GREAT DAY!!!
since its public holz... 1 day of break, and we had to clean up the House... WITH MY BRO!!!!! =.=
Did i ever mention that my bro likes to keep the house CLEAN & SPOTLESS!!! =.=
Can be a great husband in the future  4 the future wife but right now, ITS TORTURING  4the four sisters!!!


We started off at 10am and ended the whole cleaning session at about 2PM!!! (He din allow us to take a break even) Imagine that, That boy can clean!!!


But......... hehe... here's the thing, HE DIN ALLOW ME to do much work like all my other sis... the rest were BULLIED TO THE MAX unlike ME!!! hehe.... even when i said i'll do, he juz gave me minor works to do... hehe... SOMETIMES IT FEELS GREAT 2B MY BRO's FAVORITE LITTLE SIS!!!! But of course, who wouldn't compare rite... the whole time, Grace was doing her cores, She was frequently asking bck my bro, ''What Job Did U give Mellissa??''  haha... but yea yea... i helped my bro too... Just that i din do as much as the rest.... haha... ^_^


Well, throughout the cleaning time, it brought me back to the old time... haha... ONCE HIM (My Bro) & I use to be CAT & DOG!!! we bought can fight man!!! he'll come after me to hit me & i'll run after him to hit him back with something in my hand... (something as in: Hanger, Belt, Stick, Broom even sometimes.... lol....) 
yea... WE WERE THAT BAD!!! hahaha..... Sometimes, he'll hit me sooo hard that i'll juz sit down there and cry till my dad will have to come to WHACK HIM!!! and as usual he'll run away & hide till everything cools down...hehe...


 BUT NOW!!!! IM HIS PET!!! haha.... & I LIKE IT!!!! i can get away with many things that my sis can't get away with... & i can make my bro laugh easily... hehe.... (Trust me, IT AINT EASY TO MAKE HIM LAUGH!! SOMETIMES my sis will end up getting scolding while trying to make him laugh...) =p


But today was good, i asked my bro to take us out 4 McD after we had cleaned up.... & he did, (JUST D 5 OF US!!!) But we couldn't eat there so we bought it back home....!! while the 4 ladies (My sis & i) were out shopping in Selayang Mall, my bro was resting peacefully in the car!!! for about 2 hours i think!!! hehe.....


Who knew my bro was such a patient man!!! haha... he din even blow up!!! he was just sitting there listenning to music... 
Guess he knew..., 
after a loooooooooooong day of cleaning, the gals only deserve to have fun!!!!
hahahahahaha....
Thank God for a good day....


But still, the day hvn't end yet... The whole Youth Group is going to Angeline's house to pay her a ''VISIT''!!! 
IT'S HER BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahaha........
Cn't wait!!!!!!!!!! =D

Falling...

Have tiz fren in my working place who said to me one day... ''Mellissa! kan bagus being single... tak payah worry bout apa apa.. juz enjoy life je..!,"
then a reply came from another friend of mine... "Tak best la... tak ada sesiapa yang akan tujuk kasih kepada kite..."


hahahahahahaha........
alrite.... listen up... i aint going to talk about how fun or cool having a partner will be!!
it might be! im not saying its not.... all i know is that right now THAT STUFF is NOT IMPORTANT!!! =p


as soon as the reply came from the other friend of mind... this image came into my mind...


young people nowadays r depending too much on their partner!!
They expect their boyfren of galfren to be around when certain things happen to them...


now.... IMAGINE THIS...


U r falling from the sky & u r afraid of how u r going to crash down.. n when u look down, u see ur boyfren/galfren looking up to u n stretching out his or her hand to catch u... & there u r, when u saw ur guy/gal standing there to catch ya, u feel safe! But right then when u r about to touch the ground, the guy/gal walk off...(y he/she walks off can be an entirely a different issue...) 
at that moment, can u imagine how u'll feel... There's NO ONE 2 CATCH U!!!
The person u have trusted so much has abandoned u at the very last minute!!!
BUT............
& at that moment when all hope is lost, U SEE URSELF LAYING SAFELY IN God's HAND!!!


THERE!!! Thatz the beauty part of this story...
i figured that young people nowadays (including me) is hoping & puting their trust on other people too much that they FORGET bout the ONLY PERSON whom we can ALWAYS TRUST TO CATCH US WHEN WE FALL!!!


nowadays, we loose hope or break down if we see our frenz walk off when we're feeling down!!
we cry (or at least me) saying no one understands me when THERE IS ALREADY SOME1 WHO UNDERSTANDS U & I MORE THAN WE UNDERSTAND OURSELVES!!!


We search for people to be there with us till the end but we 4GET bout the GOD who stands with us 4EVER!!


Hey, let ur look beyond the galfrenz/boyfrenz... as u fell like ur falling & r going to crash, look down & see that even if ur frenz can't be there 4 u... There is a God who will never even Blink HIS Eyes or take His eyes off u till u land safely in His Palm, so He can hide u under His Arms and keep u safe Once Again...


Simply Remember, that even if Men fail u, GOD WILL NEVA FAIL U!!! 


Have a nice people =)

I'm Back......

yup... Mell is back 4 blogging her life story after a long time.... ^_^
aha... well, 1st of all... I din get into Public University... In a sense i still Thank God Coz i really rather study in HELP than in UM.... (Juz wanted to try in UM coz i tot i heard from God...lol... want to know more about tiz side of story, TALK TO ME STRAIGHT LA K!!! Very looooooong if write here.... =p.)

well, now its official... im entering into HELP... Already making my preparation 4 the registration... How im going to pay of the course fee 4 the whole 3 years..?? LORD I LEAVE IT ENTIRELY TO U!!! =)

Next! My new HP!!! Sony Ericsson W580i!!! I bought it with my own earned $$$... juz b'coz of that fact, im very proud of myself.... haha....... (Credits to my Bro, LUKE! I followed his example.... He bought his very own 1st phone Nokia E73 with his own salary... i bought mine 2 weeks after he did... ^_^). im making a big deal of this is b'coz seeing my bro & myself buying tiz on our own gives me the confidence that we'll do the same when we buy our very 1st house in the future....=D

Work on the other hand... haha... Erm... i had this guy who was one year younger than me... but always like to come around my table to simply disturb & touch me.... =.= not only that, when it reaches lunch time... he comes by my table to sleep on the floor beside my table.... That is simply playing weird i know.... =.=  THAT'S Y HE HAD TO GO!!!!!!!!!! lol.... He quits the job due to over-stress... haha.... But i see it as God sending Him away so that he can't disturb His Daughter anymore.... hehe........


Recently Im reading this book called 'Eat the Cookie, But the Shoe!!!' A book that reminds me that i should be celebrating all my little progress & not always look at how far im left behind...
for it says:
I should do MY Very Best & Leave the rest to God!!! 
As long as im making Progress, God is pleased!!! =)

God is speaking to me in many different ways through this book.... 

i have this habit of always comparing myself with others & trying to meet up to their standard....

& thus i did the same in church... After the Chi family left, i guess i tried to be the next "Daniel Chi" (haha.... CRAZY!!! i know...) & simply b'coz of that, guess i was neva satisfied with how i played the guitar.... there was always this CONDEMNATION THAT I HAD PLACED UPON MYSELF....

i lost it for awhile of the real reason y i play the GUITAR 4....

at the moment.... i've came to a realization that i began to talk alot & think even more recently....
im going back in time to refresh back, how Marvelously & Wonderfully God has taken care of me & my family all this years...

as i look back... it reminds me... that i AM INDEED SERVING A GREAT & GOOD God....
& that im not holding on to Him but it is Him who is actually holding on to me.... =)


Thank You Papa 4 being faithful all this years..... 
Simply wish that u'll give me the chance to see U...
so i can talk to U, hug U & say Thank U & I LOVE U.... =)