My gUY mUz bE FoUnD At ThE WeLL!!!

hmm... well being a teenager,

a girl or a guy will or will always think about having Galfren

Or A Guyfren!!

haha..

but im juz going to hang around the "WELL"!!!

WELL???

WAT WELL??? haha..

well according to the B.I.B.L.E...

Abraham found Sarah at the WELL!

Jacob found Racheal at the WELL!

Moses found Ziporah at the WELL!

where is this modern day "WELL"???

ThE cHuRcH oF CoUrSE!!!

those days People went to the well to be refreshed & get some water to quanch their thirst!!

not only that.. but if u know the book of ACTS very well, even PAUL PREACHED TO SOME WOMENS AT THE WELL!!

nowdays, people go to church to be REFRESHED in GOD n get our spiritual food there... =)

so... IM JUZ GOING TO HANG AROUND THE WELL!!!

well i dun wan to meet my future GROOM TO BE in anywhere but in church!!!

im serious...

God dun let me meet MY DEAR GUY anywhere but in church!!

not necessarry muz be in my own church but

lEt It bE In a ChUrCh!!! (Assembly Of God of course) =)

i'll hold on to the motto:

My hOpE Is NoT in The MaRRiAgE bUt My HOPE iS iN tHE ONE wHo MaKeS It HaPpEn!!!

My hOpE Is In yOU O GoD!!

I'Ll tRUsT iN yOU!!!

I'VE gOt No WoRRiEsS =)

God God!

how do u do it???

seriusly GOd... HOW DO U DO IT???

it's never easy to FORGIVE!!

especially when a person HURTS another..

well..

i'm that kind of gal..

when people hurts me.. it CUTS DEEP INTO MY HEART!!!

n i find it VERY HARD to forgive...

i dunno y.. but it will keep on rewind in my heart n mind...

BELIEVE IT A NoT, i can still remember the people n event that took place when i was as Young AS 4 years old!!,

where i was deeply HURT !!

but U oH GoD!! are truly AwEsOmE!!!

ARE tRuLy GreAt!!

n indeed No OnE cAn EVer Be LiKe YoU!!!

we as ur sons n daughter always DISSAPOINT U EVERYDAY!

when U c US from Heaven, there muz be a sin that we would have committed!!!

BUT yEt u ChOOse tO PuT thoSe AsiDE n

StILL wAiT 4 US TO cOMe BaCK tO u!!!

U ALWAYS FORGIVE N CHOOSE TO MAKE US CLEAN WHEN WE REPENT!!!

but i need more time God...

it's not easy 4 me...

a Fren of mine said, to PRAY N DO WHAT JESUS WOULD DO!!!

but to do what Jesus would do is never ever easy!!

and so i will CONTINUE 2 pray n will STILL try DAD..

be PATIENT with ur Daughter God ...

i'll try not to dissapoint U again...

The "MISSING JEWEL"

Ever wondered what are u doing in this world???

why did God ever created a creature called MANKIND???

what am i suppose to do in this BIG n HUGE world???

why on earth am i CreATEd fOr???

God created us 4 a very SpEciAl SpEcIAL Purpose

but it is up to us whether we would want to fuLfiLL our destiny or NoT!!!

we were created to WORSHIP OUR GOD in SpiRiT n in TrUth!!!

yes! in SPIRIT n in TRUTH...

BUT when we fail to do so..

we do not only fail to fulfill the task that the LoRd has created us for

but in a sense has LOST the MOST PRECIOUS JEWEL in our LIFE!!!

God did not created us just so that we may WORSHIP HIM, but HE CALLED US TO WORSHIP HIM, so that we who are SELF-CENTERED may change to become GOD-CENTERED AGAIN!!!

and when we worship our GOD in SPIRIT n in TRUTH, GOD can restore the missing jewel or the precious stone again! =)

imagine a beautiful WEDDING RING with a BIG n SHINY DIAMOND in the center...

what if one day, the diamond got unstuck and went missing!!

the whole ring has lost the BEAUTY OF THE RING!!

now if u fail to or do not try to WORSHIP UR GOD IN SPIRIT AND IN TRUTH,

U My FREN has lost the precious jewel in ur life!!!

but GOD can RESTORE IT!!!

from the beginnig itself God has given U a RING to make known that U BELONG TO HIM!!!

AnD u Do BeLonG To Him!! No OnE cAn EvER SePARaTE uS!!!

I FeLt BuTtERfLy In my TuMmy ToDay EveN as i Do My DEvotIon ToDay!!

IT FELT GOOD...

it was as if my SPIRITMAN WANTED TO GET OUT n REACH OUT TO GOD!!!

I guess my Spiritman is thinner than me, and let me tell u i am seriously thin enough!!

imagine my SPIRITMAN!!!

BUT INDEED THERE'S NOTHING THAT WE CAN'T REPAIR OF FIX!!

WE CAN STILL CUM BACK TO GOD n

HIS WAITING WITH ARMS OPEN WIDE!!! ^-^

I don't want to go to AFRICA!!!

Have you ever told GOD...

GoD UsE Me!

sEnd me where u want me to go!

i'll do what u want me DO!

BUT...

when the time comes u back off!!!

well that is what im experiencing now.. haha

i told God i'll do what u want me to do!

i'll go where u want me to go!

and i'll do what u want me to do!

well..

GoD HEARD ME!!

the new university i went, UTAR..

GUESS WHAT!!!

i'll be the only INDIAN GAL in my class... haha...

the only ODD ONE!!

knowing that of course, i was scared! nervous n still nervous! wondered y i choose here n y God agreed with it!! and etc...

then i remembered what ONE PASTOR preached about...

"GOD!!! send me where u want me to go.. BUT....

DON'T SEND ME TO AFRICA!!!"

"I'll do what u want me to do.. BUT .. JUST NOT THIS ONE!!!"

haha..

God teaches us in a very weird method and in a method we never thought HE would!!!

well...

i thought i would be the "thorn among the bushes"

but God taught me that i can be the

"ROsE AMonG ThE tHornS!!!" =) haha..

this year our pastor prompt us with a question...

"HOW R V GOING TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE TO OUR YOUNGER GENERATION AS A YOUTH???"

haha..

well... me being the only DifFeRent OnE there..

MUZ ACCEPT THE CHALLENGE TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE THERE!!!

well... i am NOT ALONE IN THIS!!! ThaT's 4 SuRe!!! =)

I'M A JEALOUS LITTLE GIRL!

Do u know that i will get vEry VeRY JEALOUS

if somebody says that they love God TOO!!!

ESPECIALLY when they say that they wanna C GOD and HEAR HIM


I've always imagine that God will appear in front of my room and i can talk to HIM about anything!

i've always imagine too that i can go by the beach with HIM and walk with HIM there!

and maybe JESUS CAN BRING ME UP THE SKY

so i can look at the view of the earth beneath with Jesus holding my HANDS!

and sometimes i wonder when would it be my turn 4 JESUS to carry me and SPIN ME HOLDING ME IN HIS HAND!!

not everbody can experience this with God on earth right!!!

cause GOD said that HE WOULD REVEAL HIMSELF TO HIM HE CHOOSES TO REVEAL HIMSELF TO!!!

and so...

if somebody, and i mean anybody tell me that they wanna see GOd

i would think in my little heart:

oh come on..! get in line! i ask GOD first! no fair...

but God said that His GRACE IS SUFFICIENT FOR EVERYBODY!!

He loves everyone the same

and that

HIS LOVE IS ENOUGH TO GO AROUND 4 EVERYBODY!

AND SO MAYBE GOD WILL REVEAL HIMSELF TO EVERYBODY WHO WANTS TO SEE HIM!!!

2009!!!

everybody says that thiz year is going to be a bad year!!!

WAR!

ECONOMIC CRISIS!

but i think it would be a GREAT YEAR!!!

it's a NEW YEAR 4 me...

and i mean REALLY A NEW NEW YEAR!!!

new frenzs to meet!

new university to attend!

and definately a new atmosphere!

coz i never studied with GUYS b4!!!

but this year is the year of God's Favour!!!

our church pastor shared today that tiz year is:

an oppurtunity to SEEK GOD'S PRESENCE!

an oppurtunity to GROW IN FAITH!

an oppurtunity to REACH THE LOST!

WE ARE TO BE A LIGHT IN THE DARKEST HOUR!!!

AND SO...

THIS IS THE YEAR 4 ME TO BE A GREAT LIGHT!!!