It was a meeting worth going....

Last saturday i went to Local Youth Prayer Gathering (LYPG) Meeting in FGA Selayang...
to be honest, didn't feel like going at first.. tought wanted to just stay home & rest since i was not feeling that well...

but then my Youth Leader was a little dissapointed of having to go there alone.. hehe... so yeah... dicided to accompany him.. What is a Assistant Youth Leader if im not there for him right,... lol..

And Gosh...! what a meeting it turned out to be... the speaker asked all those who have a burden in their hearts NOW! to come to the center of the circle... & YES I went in too... didn't know what was that weird feeling i was having in my heart but wasn't trying to figure it out... juz stepped out in faith beliving it was the Holy Spirit's work...

the moment i went to the center... Tears began to flow down my cheeks... Didn't know y i was crying either... Began to speak in tongue, & then my body began to shake Vibrantly... I  couldn't control it as usual... so juz continues to speak in tongue... MY Sis Michelle came by my side to hold on to me... 

the Entire time every1 was CRYING SCREAMING &  PRAYING.... the term used here is "TRAVAILING"(at least that's what the speaker said)

haha... i had a fun time & was so gald i decided to go for that meeting, eventhough my Body ached for the next two days... haha..... See how Pysicaly Fit i am... =D haha...
but yup yup... am so glad i went, if not i would have missed it!!!

Dear Mellissa...

Sometimes when u want to do something for God...

It means u'll have to go against the tide..

U'll have to do things that other people wouldn't want to do...

It means flowing or swimming totally in a different direction others r swimming 

It means doing somethings u might not be comfortable with...

• U may be quiet, but sometimes u'll have to Speak Up 4 God... U R His Voice!
• U may be small, but sometimes u'll have to Act Big... A Great & Big God is Living inside if u! 
• U may be comfortable in where u are, but sometimes u'll have to Come Out Of Your Comfort Zone... u'll need to find where God wants u to be!
• U may be happy with what ur doing, but sometimes u just have to Stop, Seek & Find what God wants u to do... U'll be even more happier & be amazed how God works through ya!

Dear gal, 

there are many things that this world have, & can offer you,

Wealth... Love... Entertainment...

but none of it will last...

none of it can grant u the satisfaction that u are longing for...

u need to get Ur Priorities Straight, Ur Standards Up & Hold on to it...

No Worries.........

Ur not on this alone.... :)

what a short little prayer can do....

This morning as i was on my way to college,
i remembered saying tiz short prayer without any wants or purpose in mind..
i said, "Lord, let this day bring Glory & Honor 2Ur name..."


my 1st class...: Psychology Tutorial.. Received my midterm marks... 39/40..(not bad eh, but for this subject i expected to score full mark.. Psychology is my subject ma... have to score full... nevertheless, Still praise God.)


Next was Maths for Business & Social Science ... din't expect 2get the marks so fast since we only sat for the  paper yesterday.... & my Marks... 40/40... haha.... can believe it..?? the subject i feared the most & the one that inflicts the most stress, & it turns out to be the one where i can score the PERFECT SCORE!!!


haha... God is great & He works in Awesome ways...
He sometimes choose to make things work differently 4us, Juz to show us that God is in control... 
& we are to live our lives dependent on Him....


Besides, God's ways are BEYOND our THOUGHTS!!!
it feels good to see how God works in my life.. =D

Dear Abba...

I wanna Sit at Your Feet
Drink from the cup in Your Hand
Lay Back against You & Breath...
Feel Your Heartbeat...


This Love is so deep..
It's More than i can stand...
I'll melt in your Peace
It's overwhelming...


how much i want to Papa.....

Talked enough. time 2 STOP & LISTEN

Remember i said i didn't want to tak to any1, juz wanna be to myself...
well. I FAILED!!!
I conveyed my thoughts & how i felt 2 my mum, & ended up me EXPLODING 2 her...
and as a result, it made me cry the whole day, Morning, Afternoon, & Night
the issue just went on & on without any fullstop or solution.. 


i shouldn't have told her my feelings...
should have kept it all in my heart like i use to ever since i was a little gal....
should have juz depended on God to solve tiz problem like i use to ever since i was young...
should have juz controlled it...


wat is done is done!!


people say HURT IS NOT FROM GOD!!
well, THEY ARE WRONG...!!! from hurt, COMES HEALING!!!
now, 
JUST HAVE TO BE STILL & KNOW, THAT GOD IS IN TIZ PLACE


2 LET ME STAY AT REST IN HIS HOLINESS...


TO KNOW THAT HE IS MY GOD OF COMFORT....

Tired of it all....

that's how i feel at the moment....
am fed up wit everything....
Tired of getting blame 4 everything...
Tired of listening to every1...
Tired of living to other people's expectations...
Tired of taking  concern too much on what other people thinks..
Tired of Fighting & Arguing 
Tired of that Maths that i have to learn that is inflicting a lot of stress


Feel like just doing what i want....
to stop hearing every1 talk...
to stop listening to them & to stop talking to them either...


Feel like want to just drive away somewhere & just keep on going...
Feel like going to a place where no one will be around; where there will only be PEACE & QUIET!!!


**Mellissa Lina is tired of everything at the moment, knows that when she talks about it, she will EXPLODE!!! 

Did i tell u....

haha...
Thursday Morning, around 7.30am, i was waiting 4 my dad Opposite Collusium;for him to send me to UTAR...
as i was waiting there alone, thiz guy with Long, Gray Curly Hair was walking towards me...


u know me, i'll always guard my bag & stay alert if any1 passes by...
as i was juz standing there, thiz PSYCHO GUY came near me, lifted up his hand, almost wanted to punch me...
Oh Man!!! His hand was so close to my face man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


but then he STOPPED!!
TURNED !!
Continued Walking &Talking to himself again....


I tell U, MY HEART SKIPPED A BEAT A MOMENT....1st time such encounter...
Dunno wat Triggered Him to want to come & punch me... & dunno wat made him to stop punching  me either...


maybe like wat Alison said,  
MAYBE HE SAW AN ANGEL STANDING BESIDE ME 
Or maybe, HE SAW JESUS hIMSELF STANDING IN FRONT OF ME & WARNING HIM TO STAY AWAY....!!! haha.... :D


but seriously, which crazy guy will come all the way to punch but don't punch... IT WAS GOD'S PROTECTION INDEED....


wat a coincidence right, School Leaver Service (SLS) was going to take place that day too... PHEW... Thank God Thank God....


Indeed God will prepare a table b4 me, 
In the presence of my enemies.... - Psalm 23
He will never Leave me nor FORSAKE me... -  Joshua 1:5


it was my 1st encounter wit a CRAZY GUY, i will be meeting more in the future soon.... haha... No regret taking up PSYCHOLOGY.... haha

It was Cool...

Recently went to an Awesome Camp...
it was a sleepover  in my X-School, St.Mary... Went there with my X-Secretary of CF...hehe
we went there at 11pm Friday Night, & came back at 10am the next day....
were there from 11am till 4am Fasting & Praying none stop for School Leaver Service (SLS)


IT WAS AN AWESOME EXPERIENCE
Student were prophesying to other students...
it was cool...


the conditions placed b4 we prophecy was that it should be 

• Encouraging 
• Exalting 
• Comforting 

i tried too... & man it was cool! My 1st experience like such... 

i received 3 Encouragement from other 3 students too...

felt so Happy after what i've heard....

All in all, it was an Awesome & Memorable Sleep over...
Were Glad i decided to go.... =)