Thursday, May 28, 2009

I AM A FRIEND OF GOD...


hmm..   a very nice song by ISRAEL HOUGHTON! 

says I M A FREN OF GOD...
i had always called my God 'PAPA'... but think i had forgotten that HE is my FREN too...

who is a friend anyway..
IT'S SOME 1 we trust!
SOME 1 we like to hang around with
SOME 1 we feel comfortable with
SOME 1 we can talk to, almost about anything..

hmm... YEA!!!

I M A FREN OF GOD & HE CALLS ME FREN 2... : )

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Fathers' Love Letter 2U...

My Child,

You may not know me, 
but I know everything about you.
 

Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up.

 Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways. 
Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered. 
Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image. 
Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being.
Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring. 
Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived. 
Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation. 
Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake, 
for all your days are written in my book. 

Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth 
and where you would live. 

Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made. 
Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother's womb. 
Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born. 
Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented 
by those who don't know me.

John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry, 
but am the complete expression of love. 

1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you. 
1 John 3:1

Simply because you are my child 
and I am your Father. 

1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could. 
Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father. 
Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand. 
James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs. 
Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope. 
Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love. 
Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless 
as the sand on the seashore.

Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing. 
Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you. 
Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession. 
Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you
with all my heart and all my soul. 

Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things. 
Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart, 
you will find me. 

Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you 
the desires of your heart. 

Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires. 
Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you 
than you could possibly imagine. 

Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager. 
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you 
in all your troubles. 

2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted, 
I am close to you. 

Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb, 
I have carried you close to my heart. 

Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away 
every tear from your eyes. 

Revelation 21:3-4

And I'll take away all the pain 
you have suffered on this earth.

Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus.
John 17:23Bold

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed. 
John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being. 
Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you, 
not against you. 

Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression 
of my love for you. 

1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved
that I might gain your love. 

Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, 
you receive me. 

1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you 
from my love again.

Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party 
heaven has ever seen.

Luke 15:7

I have always been Father, 
and will always be Father.

Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is…
Will you be my child? 

John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you. 
Luke 15:11-32

           Love, Your Dad
          Almighty God

Monday, May 25, 2009

A LITTLE BOY's KISS!!!


GUESS WAT!!! 
i re-sat 4 my driving exam today....
& i failed......... again.......

it  all started like tiz,

as i went into the car, the pegawai was super friendly,
she was nothing like the last pegawai i had...

she even helped me to lower down the aircond so i might drive better...

but almost immediately when i left the testing compound to the road...
she asked me to STOP...

it was b'coz i followed the car b4 on the slope...
after the car had moved, i was suppose to stop in a place where that car was b4...
i DIDN'T KNOW...
SO WAH LA...
FAILED!!!!

even after that, the pegawai was not rude even... she was telling my mistakes 
KINDLY & GENTLY!!!

but i couldn't take it... as soon as i went of the car, i called my mum in a lonely place...
as i was talking to her, tears began to flow down my cheek...
so i hang up...

was sms-ing to some of my close frenz, trying to hold my tears...

but still was not comforted...

after for about 10 minutes... IT BEGAN TO RAIN....
so was juz staring at the sky wondering y it was raining, I AM THE 1 WHO WAS SAD!!!

at that moment,

a small little boy... he passed by me...
stopped in front of me,
reaching out his hand, asking 4 mine... 

i was wondering what tiz small little boy wants.. & i looked at his mother...
the mother smiled & so i reached out my hand too...
HE KISSED MY HAND, SMILED, & continued walking... 

i was thinking, why on earth tiz boy did that...

but i tell u, at that moment, 
felt as though God was trying to send a message...
felt as though He kissed me by the cheek & said:
It's OkAy MEll, I sTIlL lOVE u & i M hERe WiT u...

hmm, now as i am writing this down, yea... yes it's true..
God still Love me!!!
isn't that enough...

it's okay, if i failed again... IT'S NOT THE END OF THE WORLD!!
I STILL HV A GOD WHO NEVER FAIL LOVING ME...

Sunday, May 24, 2009

FINALLY!!!


Finally, 
things are falling back into place...

had a great tym in church today....

a GREAT TYM CHIT- CHATING...
a GREAT TYM WORSHIPING...
& a GREAT TYM EATING...

I HV SOME PRETTY COOL FRENZ IN CHURCH...

frenz that i can,
share my feelings with...

frenz that,
care 4 me...

& frenz that i can,
have fun & joke around wit...

There is no barier between the GALs & the GUYs...

well, WE ARE A FAMILY AFTER ALL!!! & AM PROUD TO BE IN IT... ;)


Saturday, May 16, 2009

There is power in the blood.......

I went to bed at midnight talking to God and asking Him question...
SLEPT OFF TELLING HIM TO SHOW ME WAT HE WANS ME TO KNOW!!!

then i had A DREAM... TWO DREAMS infact...

it was quite REAL.. SCARY.. & i actually felt afraid & wanted to OVERCOME it..!

But BOTH THE DREAMS HAD THE SAME LESSON TO BE LEARNT!!!

THAT THERE IS POWER IN THE BLOOD!!!
THERE IS POWER IN THE BLOOD OF THE LAMB!!!

aT ThE mOsT Scariest TiME, JeSus iS sTilL THeRe...
& tHE bLooD thAt he SHaDE iS STiLL ThEre to reScUE uS... To cOvEr Us, & To pROtEct us FroM ALL HaRm tHaT iS b4 uS...

THAT WIT THE BLOOD OF THE LAMB, EVEN THE devils & the demons WILL HAVE TO FLEE!!! :D



Wednesday, May 13, 2009

FAILED yet still PROUD of it!!!


hehe... I FAILED IN MY DRIVING...
i failed on the road...

wondering y im still proud???

Coz I didn't BRIBE... ^^ hehe.. sure it would have been easier if i did... BUT I DIDN'T...

am still glad that i passed in my BUKIT, PARKING, & 3-POINT TURN...

many left that day happily coz they passed...

but i left that place happy too eventhough i didn't pass...=)

well, it's okay...

I lEarN tHRoUgH FaIluRe!!!! :)

Sunday, May 10, 2009

DRIVING!!!!!!!!!!


hmm........... Driving Exam tomorrow...... !!!!!!!!!

Jesus Take the WHEEL!!!!

Saturday, May 09, 2009

EVERYTHING IS GOING DOWN THE DRAIN!!!


Feel very heavy burdened...

everything is going wrong!

things are falling apart in my world!

everything i say, & whatever i do,
it's offending other people...


all because of wat...
my relationship wit God is going down the drain!!!


all i can do is write down how i feel here...
but i seriosly feel empty now...


all it's because of..
I DOn'T REaD My BiBlE EvErYdAy!!!
had stop reading the BIBLE 4 a MONTH i think... :'(

y can't i juz b like siew may, alie, & mei...
haih... feel very low now...

Daddy...........................

I'M LOST..........................

Friday, May 01, 2009

Wat To Do!!! It's A Tough Decision...

struggling with God to tell Him something...
Well, i had a dream... since very young itself...

well, it is God-related... wanted to do it 4 HIM...

but now, wondering if God really wants me to do it...

juz thinking that i wont be ably to do it or if its not God's plan 4 me causes tears to stream down my face... :'(

saying to God " I will go where u want me to go! i will do what He want me to do! "

now dunno whether WHAT I WANT TO DO is really WHAT HE WANTS ME TO DO...???
(EVEN IF IT IS GOD-RELATED...)

haiz.....

but whatever it is...

i Would still need to do what he wants me to do...

cAuSe HiS WaYs R BeTtEr tHaN My wAys..
HiS ThoUGhtS ARe BEtTER ThAN mY THoUghTS...
4 HiS PLaNs arE AlWaYs 4 MY BEsT...

He wANt to gIve Me The BEST!! nOT The 2nd BEST!!!

HAIZ... DADDY!!!
as hard as it is too say...

I MUZ SAY LET YOUR WILL BE DONE!!!!!!!!!